today
i found myself broke into tears with no reason
i tried to think of him
and i broke into a million trillion pieces.
it was weird.
now, when i think of him,
it hurts
but
i dun want to cry.
by the way, i really acted like a fool when he was around.
i tried to smile to him , though.
but ,
everytime he passed by (and it took more than 2 x)
it was my reflex action to pretend not seeing him.
haduh...
anyway
today's paper was so damn EASY
easy until i couldn't do it.
and my body's condition didn't support me well.
my head was spinning.
and "that" problem had stressen me even more.
anyway.
why do i really like to listen to jazz music rite now!?
it was really mellow.
but sweet.
yeah. sweet.
and hearing those songs , really warmed my heart.
i really hoped that my life is as sweet as in the teen lit.
but life is life.
and novel is just a novel.
my life isn't that sweet.
especially my love life.
p.s:please support me.really.i am too coward to smile to him.
angel
14
bina bangsa school
20 juni 1991
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New wand!
Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
Get into the school's qudditch team
[[ Don't talk crap, it's rude ]]
today
i found myself broke into tears with no reason
i tried to think of him
and i broke into a million trillion pieces.
it was weird.
now, when i think of him,
it hurts
but
i dun want to cry.
by the way, i really acted like a fool when he was around.
i tried to smile to him , though.
but ,
everytime he passed by (and it took more than 2 x)
it was my reflex action to pretend not seeing him.
haduh...
anyway
today's paper was so damn EASY
easy until i couldn't do it.
and my body's condition didn't support me well.
my head was spinning.
and "that" problem had stressen me even more.
anyway.
why do i really like to listen to jazz music rite now!?
it was really mellow.
but sweet.
yeah. sweet.
and hearing those songs , really warmed my heart.
i really hoped that my life is as sweet as in the teen lit.
but life is life.
and novel is just a novel.
my life isn't that sweet.
especially my love life.
p.s:please support me.really.i am too coward to smile to him.